Tuesday, August 2, 2011

M. Decisions, decisions, decisions

One of the hardest things in life is allowing yourself to relinquish control. At least for me, I hate not having control of a situation and not being in charge, except when it comes to being at home, after all I am a husband. But, when you have had control and worked to obtain a goal, it is hard to swallow that you may be losing it.

Currently, I am at a crossroad in life and instead of being a planned, outlined, and controlled person, I may have to rely on my gut to reach the next level. That scares the hell out of me.

I may take a chance in the next few weeks that could or couldn’t be one of the best decisions that I have ever made. Unfortunately, my health is forcing me to make the decision. Now, I have to let fate or whatever you may call it, guide the way.

So, here’s to all of my fellow control freaks and people that don’t fly by the seat of your pants. It’s not that I don’t like being part of the club, but I may have to take a short break to accomplish a new goal. Wish me luck and I’ll keep you posted.